sunday's a B.Z. Sept 19

Around 11am…I crawl back into bed after changing into my comfy clothes…I notice the biggest bruise on my upper arm. WTF? How did that get there? I have no recollection of that happening…and this is a huge black and blue bruise the size of the bottom of a can of coke! O.M.G. lol…anyway I’m tossing and turning, my stomach feels like shit, my head keeps going in circles. I want to puke, but I don’t. I get a call which only makes me feel worse. I can hear everyone going up and down the stairs. I’m about to hurl in my mezzanine bed and false hope fills my thoughts…I HATE TODAY! I read a lil and am finally able to sleep for 30min…I HATE TODAY! I get ready and head to MacDo. The walk is exhausting and I feel like fainting, every smell makes me nauseous and Paris has one too many smells going on. I make it in one piece and order fries. Not a good idea. I skype with Ly, Lu & Peters…My emo state is at its peak. My eyes are bulging through the camera. I had been listening to Amy Winehouse’s song “You know I’m no good” and got a lil too much inspiration in terms of eye liner. LOL.

I ran to meet my old girlfriend from my study abroad year. It has been almost 3 years since the last time I saw her. My hangover was a lil better, but I was still very emo LOL. I met her and her friends at a Mexican restaurant in St Mich. Her friend persuaded them to give us tequila shots. It felt nice! We walked to Pont des Arts. There were locks hanging off the railings. I want to add my lock TOO! Her friends were really nice and funny! I got to listen to the Brazilian French accent and the Italian French accent, both quite charming. We went to her new love nest. It’s the cutest most French apartment I’ve ever seen. The ceilings have the most beautiful crown molding. She has the most old school French chimneys, and a tall stained glass window. The neighborhood is quiet and around the corner you have the Eiffel Tower and other side has a straight view to Les Invalides. It’s perfect! So cute! AND she got a great deal on it and its furnished! Mad props to my friend for hustlin’ and makin’ this happen. We caught up to 3yrs of our lives LOL we had a lot to say. She explained some things and others we differed. She told me I was strong and that she would’ve cracked, but honestly sometimes it takes every bone in my body to hold back. I’m telling you this is the most emo day I’ve had yet… T_T